
Excerpt
“Who am I, that I should go unto Pharaoh…?” (Exodus 3:11)
Intro
There are moments when God calls, and instead of stepping forward, we hesitate. Not because we lack faith, but because we see our own limitations more clearly than our potential. Moses felt it. I have felt it. And perhaps we all have, in our own callings, careers, and responsibilities.
Notes from Scripture
Moses did not accept his calling easily. In his encounter with God at the burning bush, he raised concern after concern—six in total. Each one revealed a different fear: inadequacy, lack of knowledge, fear of rejection, personal weakness, comparison, and finally, frustration when results did not come quickly.
Yet each time, the Lord did not withdraw the calling. He responded with assurance, instruction, power, support, and patience.
Perspective (direct quotes)
“Who am I, that I should go unto Pharaoh…?” (Exodus 3:11)
“I will be with thee” (Exodus 3:12)
“But, behold, they will not believe me…” (Exodus 4:1)
“O my Lord, I am not eloquent…” (Exodus 4:10)
“O my Lord, send… by the hand of him whom thou wilt send” (Exodus 4:13)
“Lord, wherefore hast thou so evil entreated this people?” (Exodus 5:22)
“The Lord uses the unlikely to accomplish the impossible” — President Russell M. Nelson
Practice (today, not someday)
Today, I will stop disqualifying myself before even trying.
I will move forward even when I feel unprepared.
I will trust that if I am called, I will also be supported.
Final Reflection
Moses’ objections are not just ancient history. They are alive in our daily lives.
In my IT journey, I have faced my own “Who am I?” moments:
- Standing in front of leadership during critical migrations
- Identifying blockers others could not see
- Carrying systems that entire departments depended on
There were times I felt:
- not qualified enough
- not ready enough
- not supported enough
Yet just like Moses, the pattern was always the same—step forward, and help followed.
In my IT journey, I have faced moments where I had to step into complex problems that carried real impact across the organization. The pressure was real, and the path forward was not always clear. But as I moved forward step by step, the way opened.
In other moments, I questioned:
Why am I the one carrying this?
Why does it feel harder after I stepped in?
Moses asked the same thing.
And still, the Lord did not remove him. He strengthened him.
Pocket I’m Keeping
“I will be with thee.”
What I Hear Now (direct quotes)
“I will be with thy mouth, and teach thee what thou shalt say” (Exodus 4:12)
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