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  • Born of Water, Blood, and Spirit — The Sacred Role of Mothers

    Life enters this world through sacrifice.
    Through water. Through blood. Through a mother.

    Excerpt

    Every life enters this world through sacrifice. Through water, through blood, through a mother. I am beginning to understand what that really means.


    Intro

    I’ve been thinking deeply about mothers.

    Especially now.

    There are women who bring life into this world knowing the risks. Some endure long labor, complications, and moments where their own lives are on the line.

    Some give everything… so their child can live.

    And the more I reflect on it, the more I realize:

    We owe our mothers more than we understand.


    Notes from Today

    Today, I was reminded of something simple.

    Even in the middle of my own grief, I found myself thinking about others—about their struggles, their sacrifices, and their quiet strength.

    Someone close to me once asked:

    “Why do you still care for others when you are the one who needs care?”

    I paused.

    Then I remembered something I’ve held onto for years:

    When you are down… lift others up.


    Perspective (Doctrine — Moses 6:59–60)

    In the Book of Moses, the Lord teaches something profound about how we enter this world:

    “Inasmuch as ye were born into the world by water, and blood, and the spirit… even so ye must be born again into the kingdom of heaven” (Moses 6:59).

    Every life begins this way.

    Water—the amniotic fluid that surrounds and sustains the child.
    Blood—the sacrifice of the mother’s body.
    Spirit—the life that comes from God.

    I have come to see this differently now.

    A mother carries a child for nine months. Her body changes. Her strength is stretched. And at the moment of birth, there is water and blood—real sacrifice—so that the child can live.

    This is not just biology.

    This is divine symbolism.

    Just as a mother gives of her own body and blood to bring a child into physical life, Jesus Christ gave His blood so that we might be born again into spiritual life.

    Motherhood, in that moment, becomes a quiet, heaven-given reminder of the Savior’s sacrifice.


    Application (Robert J. Matthews Insight)

    I remember listening to an Education Week address by Robert J. Matthews, where he explained this connection through the Book of Moses.

    He taught that bringing life into the world has always been tied to sacrifice.

    That image has stayed with me:

    A mother giving everything she has…
    so that another life can begin.


    Practice (today, not someday)

    Honor your mother.
    Recognize her sacrifice.
    Do not take life lightly.

    And when you feel like you have nothing left—

    Lift someone anyway.


    Final Reflection

    Mothers give life.

    Not in ease, but through sacrifice.

    And sometimes, we only begin to understand that when we see how fragile life really is.

    I am beginning to understand.


    Pocket I’m Keeping

    Life comes through sacrifice.


    What I Hear Now (direct quotes)

    “Inasmuch as ye were born into the world by water, and blood, and the spirit…”
    “When you are down… lift others up.”


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  • Tú Puedes — The Refining Fire of Grief

    Everything felt blurred… but the message was clear.
    Tú puedes.

    Excerpt
    I thought I would be used to grief by now. I was wrong. But in the middle of it… a quiet message remained: Tú puedes.


    Intro
    March 23, 2026.

    While at work, I received a message from my younger daughter. She had gone into early contractions at 4AM and lost her baby boy at 19 weeks. His name would have been Solis Xavier.

    It felt like I was struck by lightning.

    In that moment, another memory returned—November 20, 2021. My firstborn daughter went through a similar loss. Her baby boy, Kale’l, was just days away from being born.

    I suddenly felt helpless. I stayed in my office for about an hour, trying to process everything, while our President and HR sat with me.

    The grief didn’t feel new.

    But it didn’t feel any lighter either.


    Notes from Life & Loss
    I thought that after everything I had already experienced—my younger brother, my father, my grandson, my sister-in-law—that I would have learned how to handle grief better.

    I thought maybe I would be used to it by now.

    I’ve heard people say, “life goes on.”

    But I realized something.

    I am not wired that way.

    Each loss feels just as deep. Just as real.

    Even when a coworker passed away earlier this year, I was affected.

    Grief doesn’t lessen because it repeats.

    It remains… because love remains.


    Refining Fire (Ensign 2013 Connection)
    In The Refining Fire of Grief, it teaches that grief is not something we outgrow—it is something that refines us.

    Grief is not a sign of weakness.

    It is the evidence that we love.

    And maybe the reason it still hurts…
    is because I still do.


    Turning Point
    The next day, I tried to fight it the only way I knew how.

    I went to the basement and pushed through six rounds—slipping, ducking, rolling, throwing nonstop combinations. It was the most I had ever done.

    But it didn’t help.

    So I went to the temple.

    Before I entered, I noticed something in my car—a simple band with yellow letters:

    “Tú puedes.”

    I didn’t know what it meant at the time.

    But I brought it with me.

    I placed it in front of the temple.

    Everything else felt blurred…
    but that message became clear.

    You can.


    Perspective (Direct Impressions)
    “You can.”
    “You are still standing.”
    “My grace is sufficient.”

    Not that the pain was gone…
    but that I had strength for this moment.


    The road didn’t stop for my grief. It kept going.
    And in the distance… the temple reminded me where to look.


    On the way, I realized something.

    The road doesn’t stop for grief.

    It keeps going.

    And in the distance… the temple remains.

    Not always close.
    But always there.


    Practice (today, not someday)
    Go anyway.
    Pray anyway.
    Show up anyway.

    Even when your heart is heavy.

    Because that is where strength is given.


    Final Reflection
    I thought I would be used to this by now.

    I’m not.

    And maybe that’s not something to fix.

    Maybe that’s something to understand.

    If this is the refining fire…
    then I will endure it.

    Because love is still worth it.

    And in the middle of it all…

    Tú puedes.

    Kale’l and Xavier.
    Not lost. Not gone.
    Just beyond my reach… for now.

    Pocket I’m Keeping
    Tú puedes.


    What I Hear Now (direct quotes)
    “My grace is sufficient for thee.”
    “I will not leave you comfortless.”
    “Be still, and know that I am God.”


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  • MIT-8 “It Was Not You That Sent Me Hither, But God”

    15 seconds to run into position.
    No retake. No guarantee.
    Just trust… and move.
    Standing here at Daybreak, I realized something—
    the moment may feel rushed, uncertain, even forced…
    but the placement is never random.
    Like Joseph, what once didn’t make sense
    now feels guided.
    It was not timing.
    It was not chance.
    It was God placing me exactly where I needed to be.

    Excerpt
    Sometimes what feels like a setback is actually God positioning us exactly where we need to be.


    Intro
    There was a time I looked back at a loss in my career and felt the weight of it. It didn’t make sense. It felt like something was taken away.

    But looking at Joseph’s story, I see it differently now.


    Notes from the Scriptures
    He sent a man before them, even Joseph, who was sold for a servant.
    Psalm 105:17

    When Joseph revealed himself to his brothers, he acknowledged the devastating decision they had made decades earlier: “I am Joseph your brother, whom ye sold into Egypt.” But he immediately explained how that decision had helped God fulfill his purposes for their family: “Now therefore be not grieved, nor angry with yourselves, that ye sold me hither: for God did send me before you to preserve life” (Genesis 45:4-5). He concluded, “So now it was not you that sent me hither, but God” (Genesis 45:8).


    Perspective
    Joseph stood in front of the very people who caused his suffering—and saw purpose instead of pain.

    I’ve had moments where I questioned why something had to happen in my career. At the time, it felt like a loss I didn’t deserve.

    But if that door hadn’t closed… I wouldn’t be here.

    A full-time opportunity in Utah.
    A place to rebuild.
    A place to grow stronger—spiritually, physically, and mentally.

    Daily discipline.
    Clean living.
    Boxing training that keeps me sharp and grounded.
    Time to think, to reflect, to reconnect with God.

    And the quiet blessings that don’t make noise—but change everything.

    Looking back now, I can say with peace:

    It was not them.
    It was God.


    Practice (Today, Not Someday)
    Today, I will trust that not everything that feels like loss is truly loss.

    I will move forward with faith, knowing that God may be preparing something I cannot yet see.


    Final Reflection
    Joseph didn’t just survive what happened to him—he understood it.

    And when I look at my own path, I see that some of the hardest moments were actually turning points.

    God didn’t just fix things later.

    He was already there… guiding it from the beginning.


    Pocket I’m Keeping
    What I thought was a setback… was actually a setup.


    What I Hear Now
    “So now it was not you that sent me hither, but God” (Genesis 45:8)


    Link to the Talk / Scripture
    Genesis 45
    Psalm 105:17


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  • MIT-8 “Prepared in Plenty, Protected in Famine”

    Prepared in plenty, protected in famine. Light always comes after preparation.

    Excerpt
    Preparation today becomes provision tomorrow.


    Intro
    Pharaoh’s dream wasn’t just symbolic—it was a warning. Through Joseph, God revealed a pattern: seasons of abundance followed by seasons of scarcity. The difference between survival and suffering would depend on one thing—preparation.


    Notes from the Scriptures

    Pharaoh saw in his dream seven years of plenty followed by seven years of famine. Through revelation, Joseph interpreted what others could not.

    (Genesis 41:1-36)

    The solution was simple, but required discipline: store during the years of abundance so there would be enough during the years of famine.

    President Gordon B. Hinckley later echoed this same principle:

    “I want to make it very clear that I am not prophesying, that I am not predicting years of famine in the future.”
    “There is a portent of stormy weather ahead to which we had better give heed.”
    (“To the Boys and to the Men,” General Conference, October 1998)

    Preparation is not fear—it is wisdom.


    Perspective
    Joseph didn’t just interpret the dream—he acted on it. Because of that, when famine came, Egypt didn’t panic. They were ready.

    This principle is not limited to ancient times. It applies to finances, to spiritual strength—and even to daily work.

    In IT, I’ve seen the same pattern again and again.

    Systems run smoothly during “years of plenty.” Everything works, tickets are light, and it’s easy to assume things will stay that way. But when failure comes—and it always does—the difference between chaos and control is preparation.

    Documentation is our “stored grain.”

    The modern “corn in Egypt.” Documentation and preparation today become survival tomorrow.

    When systems go down, when key people are unavailable, or when something critical breaks, those who prepared can respond with clarity. Those who didn’t are left scrambling.


    Practice (today, not someday)
    Today I will prepare while things are working. I will document, organize, and plan—not just for my benefit, but for those who may depend on it later.


    Final Reflection
    Joseph didn’t store grain for himself. He prepared for a future he could not yet see. And when the famine came, he was in a position to save others—including his own family.

    Preparation is never wasted. It becomes someone else’s lifeline.


    Pocket I’m Keeping
    What I prepare today may save someone tomorrow.


    What I Hear Now
    “We lose our life by serving and lifting others. By so doing we experience the only true and lasting happiness. Service is not something we endure on this earth so we can earn the right to live in the celestial kingdom. Service is the very fiber of which an exalted life in the celestial kingdom is made. …”
    “The Celestial Nature of Self-Reliance,” October 1982 general conference

    “In their prosperous circumstances, they did not send away any who were naked, or that were hungry, or that were athirst, or that were sick, or that had not been nourished; and they did not set their hearts upon riches; therefore they were liberal to all…”
    Alma 1:30

    “I have heard that there is corn in Egypt: get you down thither, and buy for us from thence; that we may live, and not die”
    (Genesis 42:2)


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  • MIT-8 “Two Coats: Obedience, Loss, and New Beginnings in the Life of Joseph of Egypt.”

    Taylorsville Temple before sunrise. Joseph lost his coat twice, yet the Lord was already preparing the next chapter.

    Excerpt
    Joseph lost his coat twice, but he never lost his faith.


    Intro
    Joseph’s story is one of repeated loss followed by unexpected elevation. Twice in his life he lost a garment and the position he held, yet each time the loss became the doorway to something greater. His life reminds us that obedience does not always prevent hardship, but it does guide us through it.


    Notes from the Scriptures

    Joseph’s first loss came while he was still young, living in the land of Canaan. His father loved him deeply and gave him a coat of many colors. That gift, however, intensified the jealousy of his brothers. When Joseph came to check on them, they turned against him.

    “They stript Joseph out of his coat, … cast him into a pit,” and later sold him into slavery (Genesis 37:23-28).

    Though everything familiar was taken from him, Joseph remained faithful. In Egypt, his diligence and integrity earned the trust of his master.

    Later, another trial came. Potiphar’s wife repeatedly tried to persuade Joseph to betray his trust and commit adultery. Joseph refused each time, remaining loyal both to Potiphar and to God.

    When she attempted to seize him physically, Joseph fled.

    “He left his garment in her hand, and fled, and got him out.” (Genesis 39:12)

    The garment she held became false evidence against him, and Joseph was thrown into prison.

    Yet even there, the pattern continued:

    “Because the Lord was with him, and that which he did, the Lord made it to prosper.” (Genesis 39:23)

    Joseph lost his position twice, yet his faith remained steady.


    Perspective
    Joseph’s story is not just about loss but about endurance. The second setback could easily have shaken his faith. Instead, Joseph continued to trust the Lord.

    Nephi experienced something similar. As a young man he left Jerusalem with his family, abandoning comfort and security to follow the Lord’s command (1 Nephi 2:2-4). Years later, after reaching the promised land, conflict within the family forced him to leave again.

    Nephi obeyed once more and established a new community, where the people eventually lived “after the manner of happiness” (2 Nephi 5:27).

    Both stories teach a profound truth: sometimes obedience leads us through repeated trials before it leads us to peace.

    Practice (today, not someday)
    Today I will remember that setbacks do not cancel God’s promises. When circumstances change, when plans collapse, or when losses come unexpectedly, faith can remain steady. Obedience today prepares the way for tomorrow’s new beginning.

    Final Reflection
    Joseph’s garments were taken, his freedom was taken, and his circumstances were taken. Yet his faith was never taken. God was quietly shaping his future through every trial.


    Pocket I’m Keeping
    When obedience leads to loss, trust God anyway.


    What I Hear Now
    Like the Jaredite barges, life can feel submerged by waves.

    “they were many times buried in the depths of the sea … but the wind did never cease to blow them towards the promised land.” (Ether 6:7)


    Link to the talk
    (Add the original talk or scripture reference if you want to link it.)


    IT Reflection (My own story)

    Joseph’s life reminds me of moments in my own IT career. Systems crash, projects fail, companies restructure, and sometimes the work we built disappears overnight. Yet those disruptions often become preparation for something new.

    Just as Joseph rose again through faithfulness and diligence, many of the hardest moments in technology work have eventually opened doors to deeper learning, new responsibilities, and greater trust.

    Sometimes losing the “coat” simply means the Lord is preparing us for a different assignment.


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  • Procrastination – Redeeming The Time

    Early morning run. In Tagalog we sometimes say “Bukas na lang,” meaning “I’ll do it tomorrow.” That mañana habit quietly steals time and opportunities. I try not to delay the things that matter—whether it is exercise, work, faith, or even a prompting to do good. Some things are meant to be done today.

    Excerpt
    Time is the one resource that cannot be stored, replaced, or recovered once it passes.


    Intro
    People often think the most valuable things on earth are oil, gold, or rare resources. Yet there is something even more valuable and far more fragile: time. Every day we are given a fixed number of hours, and once they pass, they never return.

    In life, it is easy to delay important things. We tell ourselves we will exercise tomorrow, finish a task later, or reach out to someone another day. But the gospel teaches us that time is sacred and should be used wisely.


    Notes from Scripture

    “Redeeming the time, because the days are evil.”

    Ephesians 5:16

    Paul taught the Saints to live carefully and wisely. Part of that wisdom is learning to redeem time—to reclaim it from distractions and use it for things that truly matter.

    Elder Ian S. Ardern taught:

    “Time is never for sale; time is a commodity that cannot, try as you may, be bought at any store for any price. Yet when time is wisely used, its value is immeasurable. On any given day we are all allocated, without cost, the same number of minutes and hours to use, and we soon learn, as the familiar hymn so carefully teaches, ‘Time flies on wings of lightning; we cannot call it back’ (‘Improve the Shining Moments,’ Hymns, no. 226). What time we have we must use wisely.”

    “A Time to Prepare,” General Conference, October 2011

    The Book of Mormon also warns against delaying spiritual action.

    “If we do not improve our time while in this life, then cometh the night of darkness wherein there can be no labor performed.”
    Alma 34:33


    Perspective
    Procrastination often appears harmless. We think postponing something small will not matter. But small delays accumulate and slowly shape the direction of our lives.

    In my own life, I have learned that discipline matters. Whether it is boxing early in the morning, maintaining clean nutrition, or solving difficult IT problems, delay rarely helps. In technology, procrastination can cause systems to fail, security issues to grow, and problems to multiply. Acting promptly often prevents larger problems later.

    The same principle applies spiritually. Prompt obedience and timely action protect us from unnecessary regret.

    President Thomas S. Monson once taught:

    “Send that note to the friend you’ve been neglecting; give your child a hug; give your parents a hug; say ‘I love you’ more; always express your thanks. Never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved. Friends move away, children grow up, and loved ones pass on. It’s so easy to take others for granted—until that day when they’re gone from our lives and we are left with feelings of ‘what if’ and ‘if only.’ Said author Harriet Beecher Stowe, ‘The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.’”

    Finding Joy in the Journey

    These reminders teach us that redeeming time is not only about productivity—it is about love, relationships, and living intentionally.

    Practice (today, not someday)
    Today I will redeem my time. I will act on the good things that come to mind rather than postponing them. I will focus on the activities that strengthen my faith, my health, my work, and my relationships.


    Final Reflection
    Time quietly shapes the course of our lives. When used wisely, even ordinary days can become meaningful and purposeful.


    Pocket I’m Keeping
    Time redeemed today becomes peace tomorrow.


    What I Hear Now
    “Time flies on wings of lightning; we cannot call it back.”


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  • Temporary Global Reader Account for Microsoft 365 Tenant Review

    During Microsoft 365 tenant reviews or migration preparation, it is common to create a temporary read-only account so engineers can safely inspect the environment.

    Instead of granting administrative permissions, the recommended approach is to assign the Global Reader role. This role provides visibility into configuration, policies, and identity structure while preventing any changes to production resources.

    This method is frequently used during tenant consolidation, acquisitions, or domain transitions where a review of the existing environment is required before cutover.

    The following PowerShell example demonstrates how to create a temporary user and assign the Global Reader role using Microsoft Graph PowerShell.


    1. Create the Entra Account

    Creates a temporary user account for tenant inspection.

    $PasswordProfile = @{
        Password = "<ExamplePassword>"
        ForceChangePasswordNextSignIn = $false
    }
    
    New-MgUser `
    -DisplayName "Tenant Review Account" `
    -UserPrincipalName "[email protected]" `
    -MailNickname "reviewaccount" `
    -AccountEnabled:$true `
    -PasswordProfile $PasswordProfile

    2. Retrieve the Global Reader Role

    Checks whether the Global Reader role is already active in the tenant.

    $role = Get-MgDirectoryRole | Where-Object {$_.DisplayName -eq "Global Reader"}

    3. Activate the Role if Needed

    Some roles are not active until they are first used.

    $template = Get-MgDirectoryRoleTemplate |
    Where-Object {$_.DisplayName -eq "Global Reader"}
    
    New-MgDirectoryRole -RoleTemplateId $template.Id
    
    $role = Get-MgDirectoryRole |
    Where-Object {$_.DisplayName -eq "Global Reader"}

    5. Verify the Role Assignment

    Get-MgDirectoryRoleMember -DirectoryRoleId $role.Id

    Why This Approach Is Used

    Providing a temporary Global Reader account allows migration engineers to review the tenant safely. The role grants visibility into identity, security policies, and configuration without allowing any changes.

    This approach reduces risk while ensuring the incoming team can properly analyze the environment before migration activities begin.


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  • MIT-8 “Humility, It Is Not in Me, Joseph in Egypt, Genesis 41:16”

    At the temple steps during the blue hour, I am reminded of Joseph’s words: “It is not in me.” Every gift, every solution, and every success ultimately comes from God.

    Excerpt
    “It is not in me: God shall give Pharaoh an answer of peace” (Genesis 41:16).


    Intro
    Some of the most powerful moments in scripture are not when someone demonstrates great ability, but when they refuse to take credit for it. Joseph had a remarkable gift. Yet when the opportunity came to impress Pharaoh, he made something clear: the power did not belong to him.


    Notes from Scripture
    Joseph had already experienced how powerful dreams could be. His own dreams had stirred anger among his brothers and eventually led to betrayal, slavery, and prison. Yet the same spiritual gift that placed him in difficult circumstances later became the instrument that lifted him out of prison and into a position of great influence in Egypt.

    When two fellow prisoners struggled to understand their dreams, Joseph asked a simple question: “Do not interpretations belong to God?” (Genesis 40:8).

    Later, when Pharaoh called for him to interpret troubling dreams, Joseph again refused to claim the gift as his own:

    “It is not in me: God shall give Pharaoh an answer of peace” (Genesis 41:16).

    A similar humility appears in the account of Ammon. After witnessing a miracle, King Lamoni asked him directly, “Art thou sent from God?” (Alma 18:33). Ammon replied:

    “I am a man; and man in the beginning was created after the image of God, and I am called by his Holy Spirit to teach these things unto this people, that they may be brought to a knowledge of that which is just and true;”

    Alma 18:34–35

    These servants of God understood something important. Spiritual power does not originate with the person through whom it flows.

    Elder Dieter F. Uchtdorf shared a similar lesson from his early experience as a General Authority. During a drive to a stake conference, President James E. Faust offered counsel that stayed with him:

    “They will treat you very kindly. They will say nice things about you.”
    He then added with a smile,
    “Dieter, be thankful for this. But don’t you ever inhale it.”

    “Pride and the Priesthood,” October 2010 general conference


    Perspective
    Pride often creeps in quietly. A small success can tempt us to believe the accomplishment belongs entirely to us. But the scriptures repeatedly remind us that ability, insight, and opportunity come from a higher source.

    In my own work in IT, some of the most difficult problems never resolve through one person alone. A breakthrough often comes after collaboration with vendors, coworkers, and teammates who bring their own insights to the table. Over the years I have learned that no man is an island. When something finally works after hours of troubleshooting, I try to remember that inspiration, patience, and teamwork all play a role.

    Many times the solution arrives in a way that feels bigger than personal ability. In those moments I quietly remember Joseph’s words: “It is not in me.” The credit belongs to God, and also to the people He places around us.


    Practice (today, not someday)
    Today I will recognize the contributions of others and acknowledge the source of my own abilities. When something succeeds, I will thank the teammates who helped and remember that inspiration often comes from beyond myself.


    Final Reflection
    Great servants of God accomplish remarkable things, yet they remain careful not to claim ownership of the power behind them. Their humility becomes part of their strength.


    Pocket I’m Keeping
    “It is not in me.”


    What I Hear Now
    “They will treat you very kindly… but don’t you ever inhale it.” — President James E. Faust


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  • MIT-8 “Unimaginable”

    While attending Microsoft Active Directory training in Redmond in 2016, I noticed the sunlight breaking through the forest. What feels like delay may actually be preparation for something unimaginable.

    Excerpt
    God may be doing something unimaginable while we are still standing in the middle of the trial.


    Intro
    Sometimes life feels like a long stretch between promise and fulfillment. In those moments it is easy to wonder if heaven has gone quiet or if God has forgotten us. But the scriptures show something different. The journey from Point A to Point B is often where faith is tested and refined. Once we arrive at Point B, faith is no longer required in the same way.


    Notes from the Speaker or Scripture

    “He called down famine on the land
    and destroyed all their supplies of food;
    and he sent a man before them—
    Joseph, sold as a slave.
    They bruised his feet with shackles,
    his neck was put in irons,
    till what he foretold came to pass,
    till the word of the Lord proved him true.
    The king sent and released him,
    the ruler of peoples set him free.
    He made him master of his household,
    ruler over all he possessed,
    to instruct his princes as he pleased
    and teach his elders wisdom.”

    Psalm 105:16–22 (NIV)

    Joseph’s life moved through deep hardship before reaching its purpose. He spent years as a slave and prisoner, yet those years quietly prepared him for leadership that would later save nations.

    Elder Dieter F. Uchtdorf explained:

    “Joseph must have wondered if God had forgotten him. God had something unimaginable in mind for Joseph. He used this period of trial to strengthen Joseph’s character and put him in a position to save his family.”

    “God Will Do Something Unimaginable,” October 2020 general conference

    Even during Joseph’s trials, scripture repeatedly reminds us that the Lord was with him (Genesis 39:2–3, 21, 23). Others recognized that divine help even when Joseph himself was still enduring difficulty.


    Perspective
    Many of us assume that comfort equals God’s approval and hardship means something is wrong. But the scriptures challenge that assumption. Nephi opened his record by acknowledging “many afflictions” while still declaring that he had been “highly favored of the Lord in all [his] days” (1 Nephi 1:1).

    Lehi later taught Jacob that God can “consecrate thine afflictions for thy gain” (2 Nephi 2:2).

    In my own experience, especially in difficult IT problems or long troubleshooting sessions, answers rarely appear immediately. The solution often emerges only after patience, teamwork, and persistence. Many times the breakthrough arrives when I least expect it. Looking back, I realize that what felt like delay was actually preparation. God was shaping the path while I was still learning to trust Him.


    Practice (today, not someday)
    Today I will remember that God sees the entire path even when I see only a small part of it. When challenges appear, I will trust that He is still present and still working through the process.


    Final Reflection
    Faith often grows strongest when we cannot yet see the outcome. What feels like delay may simply be the space where God is preparing something greater than we imagined.


    Pocket I’m Keeping
    God may be preparing something unimaginable.


    What I Hear Now
    “God had something unimaginable in mind for Joseph.” — Elder Dieter F. Uchtdorf


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  • Preparation Is Power

    Blog

    This afternoon I trained alone.

    No audience.
    No noise.
    No applause.

    Just preparation.

    Since day one of my range training, I’ve applied the same principle: train under pressure, not comfort. Even during Mozambique drills, the objective was never speed alone — it was composure under stress. Control before movement. Precision before power.

    Preparation is not adrenaline.
    It is discipline.

    In IT, preparation means documenting before deployment.
    Testing before migration.
    Backing up before cutover.
    Monitoring before failure.

    You don’t wait for systems to break before you get serious.

    In boxing, preparation means conditioning before sparring.
    Footwork before combinations.
    Defense before offense.
    Breath control before power.

    You don’t throw wild punches and hope for the best.

    At the range, preparation means stance before speed.
    Sight alignment before trigger press.
    Breathing before movement.
    Repetition before confidence.

    Training under controlled pressure builds calm execution.

    And photography?

    You don’t take photos.
    You create them.

    Creation requires preparation.

    I return to the same location again and again.
    I walk the perimeter.
    I study the light.
    I wait for clouds to move.
    I adjust angles.
    I look for the right vantage point.

    Inspiration is not random.
    It arrives when preparation meets patience.

    Whether it’s Azure migrations, domain merges, sparring rounds, drill work, or landscape photography — the principle never changes:

    Calm preparation defeats chaotic reaction.

    Most people react to pressure.
    Few prepare for it.

    Preparation is not paranoia.
    It is responsibility.

    Tonight was simple:

    Train.
    Refuel.
    Reset.

    Preparation is power.

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  • MIT-8 “I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee”

    Oquirrh Temple under the snow moon. A quiet reminder that the light stays, even on nights that hurt.

    Excerpt

    “From the bed of pain, from the pillow wet with tears, we are lifted heavenward by that divine assurance and precious promise: ‘I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.’”

    “Oh, sweet the joy this sentence gives: ‘I know that my Redeemer lives!’”


    Intro

    Some losses come quietly. Others come with shock.

    When I lost my father on my birthday, I learned what it means to cry and still stand. This week, as death again entered my family circle, President Thomas S. Monson’s words returned to me like an anchor dropped in deep water.

    Death has visited my life more than once. Each time feels different. Each time cuts differently. And yet, the promise remains unchanged.

    He will not fail us.
    He will not forsake us.
    And because He lives, those we love live also.


    Notes from President Thomas S. Monson

    President Monson spoke from personal grief. When his beloved wife Frances passed away, he did not speak as a distant theologian. He spoke as a husband who said, “To say that I miss her does not begin to convey the depth of my feelings.”

    Yet he declared:

    “I know that our separation is temporary… This is the knowledge that sustains me.”

    He reminded us that suffering is universal. No life is free from sorrow. The question is not whether we will suffer. The question is whether we will falter or finish.

    He pointed to Job, stripped of everything, who still declared:

    “I know that my Redeemer liveth.”

    President Monson taught that trials refine us. They do not destroy us unless we allow them to. “Good timber does not grow with ease.” Strength is forged in storm.

    And in another sacred testimony, he declared:

    “Because our Savior died at Calvary, death has no hold upon any one of us.”

    Death is not extinction. It is transition.
    “He is not here, but is risen.”

    And because He rose, so shall we.


    Perspective

    When I saw death up close again, I felt shaken. Grief does that. It is real. It is heavy.

    But President Monson’s voice steadied me.

    “Whether it is the best of times or the worst of times, He is with us.”

    That is not poetic language. That is covenant language.

    I have lost my father.
    I have lost my younger brother.
    I have lost my grandson.
    Now my sister-in-law.

    Each loss has a different intensity. Each one leaves a different imprint.

    Yet the doctrine remains constant.

    “If a man die, shall he live again?”

    “If a man die, he shall live again.”

    That is not wishful thinking. That is Resurrection truth.


    Practice (today, not someday)

    Today I will not demand that grief disappear.

    Today I will:

    Pray even when my voice trembles.
    Listen to hymns that remind my heart of heaven.
    Speak hope to my children when they feel unsettled.
    Choose to believe that separation is temporary.

    I will remember that enduring does not mean suppressing pain. It means walking through it with faith intact.

    Today I finish. I do not falter.


    Final Reflection

    President Monson said, “This is the knowledge that sustains.”

    Not eliminates sorrow.
    Not removes tears.
    Sustains.

    There is a difference.

    From the pillow wet with tears, we are lifted heavenward.

    That lifting is real.

    Because He lives, death is not a wall. It is a door.


    Pocket I’m Keeping

    “He will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.”

    “I know that my Redeemer liveth.”

    Those two promises together are enough.


    What I Hear Now

    “I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.”

    “Because our Savior died at Calvary, death has no hold upon any one of us.”

    “Oh, sweet the joy this sentence gives: I know that my Redeemer lives.”

    And tonight, that is enough.

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  • MIT-8 “Trial of your Faith”

    Some promises stretch longer than we expect, but the One who formed the arch is the same One who sustains it.

    Excerpt
    Between God’s promise and its fulfillment lives the trial of our faith, a sacred space known only to Him.

    Intro
    I realized something today. The distance between what God promises and when it actually happens is not empty space. It is what we call the trial of our faith. Heaven measures that gap, not us..

    Notes from the author
    God tested Abraham’s faith.. He waited decades for the son God had promised to him and Sarah. God promised descendants as countless as the stars. Abraham believed. That belief strengthened his relationship with God. (Genesis 15:6). Later, God commanded Abraham to offer his long awaited son.
    Abraham obeyed.
    God honored him.

    :

    “By myself have I sworn, saith the Lord, for because thou hast done this thing, and hast not withheld thy son, thine only son:”
    Genesis 22:16-18

    Why did Abraham have to wait so long? God certainly had the power to bless him sooner. Yet the waiting served divine purposes. It proved his faith. It purified his faith.

    Perspective
    Moroni defined faith as “things which are hoped for and not seen.”

    Faith operates in what we cannot yet measure. It requires trust before evidence appears.

    He warned us not to dispute simply because we do not see.

    Faith does not disappear when blessings come. It transforms.

    Until fulfillment arrives, faith carries the weight of the promise.

    That is why blessings often follow “after the trial of [our] faith” (Ether 12:6).

    Jesus declared, “I will try the faith of my people” (3 Nephi 26:11; see also Mosiah 23:21). James explained the purpose: “The trying of your faith worketh patience” (James 1:3). Delayed blessings are not denial. They are development.

    Practice (today, not someday)
    Today I will trust God in the waiting. I will not measure His promises by my timeline. Like Abraham, I will believe even when fulfillment feels distant.

    Final Reflection
    The gap is not punishment. It is preparation. God shapes the soul in the silence between promise and provision.

    Pocket I’m Keeping
    I stand on sacred ground between promise and fulfillment.

    What I Hear Now
    “I will try the faith of my people.”
    “The trying of your faith worketh patience.”

    Scripture
    Ether 12:6


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  • DevSecOps Comeback: A Beginner-Friendly 30-Day Guided Lab

    DevSecOps at Payforward. AWS pipelines. Security built into every deployment.

    DevSecOps may sound complex, but at its core it is simple:

    • Write code
    • Store it in Git
    • Automate build and test
    • Scan for vulnerabilities
    • Deploy securely

    This guide walks step by step, assuming only basic familiarity with Git, Azure, YAML, and Python.

    No assumptions. No shortcuts.


    Before Starting: Required Foundations

    1. Basic Git Understanding

    Git is version control.

    Think of it as a time machine for code.

    Common commands:

    git init
    git add .
    git commit -m "Initial commit"
    git push

    What this means:

    • git init creates a repository
    • git add . stages changes
    • git commit saves a snapshot
    • git push sends changes to Azure DevOps or GitHub

    In DevSecOps, Git is the source of truth.

    If it’s not in Git, it doesn’t exist.


    2. Basic Azure Comfort

    In Azure DevOps, there are:

    • Repos (code lives here)
    • Pipelines (automation runs here)
    • Artifacts (build output stored here)

    The workflow:

    Code → Push → Pipeline Runs → Security Checks → Artifact Produced

    No manual deployments.


    3. Understanding YAML (Very Important)

    YAML is just structured configuration.

    Example:

    trigger:
      branches:
        include:
          - main

    This simply means:

    “When code is pushed to main branch, run the pipeline.”

    Another example:

    pool:
      vmImage: windows-latest

    This means:

    “Use a Microsoft-hosted Windows machine to run tasks.”

    YAML is not programming.
    It is instructions.

    Indentation matters.
    Spacing matters.
    No tabs.


    4. Light Python Example

    Create a simple app.

    app/app.py

    from flask import Flask
    
    app = Flask(__name__)
    
    @app.get("/")
    def home():
        return "Secure automation is running"
    
    if __name__ == "__main__":
        app.run(host="0.0.0.0", port=8080)

    requirements.txt

    flask==3.0.3

    Simple. Clean. Testable.


    The DevSecOps Analogy: Snake and Eagle

    In nature, a snake can overpower an eagle by wrapping tightly and applying controlled pressure.

    In DevSecOps:

    • The eagle represents risk, exposure, and vulnerabilities.
    • The snake represents automation, discipline, and enforcement.

    Manual processes allow risk to fly freely.

    Automated pipelines wrap around code changes, applying consistent pressure:

    • Tests must pass.
    • Vulnerabilities must be scanned.
    • Secrets must not leak.

    Automation constrains risk.

    That is DevSecOps.


    Week 1: Build and Test Pipeline

    azure-pipelines.yml

    trigger:
      branches:
        include:
          - main
    
    pool:
      vmImage: windows-latest
    
    variables:
      PythonVersion: "3.11"
    
    steps:
    - task: UsePythonVersion@0
      inputs:
        versionSpec: "$(PythonVersion)"
        addToPath: true
    
    - powershell: |
        python -m pip install --upgrade pip
        pip install -r app/requirements.txt
        pip install pytest
      displayName: Install dependencies
    
    - powershell: |
        pytest -q
      displayName: Run tests
    
    - powershell: |
        pip install pip-audit
        pip-audit -r app/requirements.txt
      displayName: Dependency vulnerability scan
    
    - task: PublishBuildArtifacts@1
      inputs:
        PathtoPublish: "$(Build.SourcesDirectory)"
        ArtifactName: "drop"

    What this does:

    1. Installs Python
    2. Installs dependencies
    3. Runs tests
    4. Scans for vulnerabilities
    5. Publishes artifact

    That is secure automation.


    Week 2: Secrets and Azure Key Vault

    Never store passwords in code.

    Instead:

    • Create Azure Key Vault
    • Store secret there
    • Use service connection
    • Pull secret during pipeline run

    This ensures:

    No plaintext secrets.
    No hardcoded credentials.
    No manual copy-paste errors.


    Week 3: Infrastructure as Code

    Choose Bicep.

    Example:

    resource storage 'Microsoft.Storage/storageAccounts@2023-01-01' = {
      name: 'devsecopslabstorage'
      location: resourceGroup().location
      sku: {
        name: 'Standard_LRS'
      }
      kind: 'StorageV2'
    }

    Infrastructure becomes code.
    Code becomes version-controlled.
    Version-controlled systems become predictable.


    Week 4: Containerization

    Dockerfile example:

    FROM python:3.11-slim
    WORKDIR /app
    COPY app/requirements.txt .
    RUN pip install -r requirements.txt
    COPY app .
    CMD ["python", "app.py"]

    Push image to Azure Container Registry.
    Deploy through pipeline.

    Now the system is portable, secure, and repeatable.


    Final Perspective

    DevSecOps is not about complexity.

    It is about control.

    Manual deployment allows risk to fly.
    Automation constrains risk.

    The snake does not move randomly.
    It moves deliberately.

    Secure pipelines do the same.

    Begin small.
    Automate consistently.
    Enforce security early.

    Edge returns with repetition.

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  • MIT-8 Forsake Not Your Own Mercy

    After Church, I drove around looking for the right angle. The clouds finally aligned. I used my Tesla skylight as still water beneath the Saratoga Springs Temple. Mercy was already there. I just had to see it.

    Excerpt

    “You have immediate access to divine help and healing despite your human flaws.” — Elder Matthew S. Holland

    Intro

    Earlier today at Church, I asked myself how we avoid the Nineveh factor — that instinct to run in the opposite direction of what God asks.

    Jonah did not run because he lacked faith.
    He ran because Nineveh was uncomfortable.
    Nineveh was personal.

    I have had my own Nineveh moments.

    Moments when obedience felt heavy.
    Moments when mercy felt undeserved.
    Moments when I wanted to sail toward Tarshish instead.

    Notes from Elder Holland

    Jonah teaches two powerful truths:

    First, all are fallen. We live in a world where weeds grow and bones break. Struggle is not evidence of abandonment.

    Second, we must not “forsake our own mercy.” The Lord prepares deliverance even when the storm was caused by our own decisions.

    Jonah cried out from the belly of affliction.
    He remembered the Lord.
    And mercy was already prepared.

    Perspective

    I have felt what it means to be in deep waters.

    Sometimes because of circumstances.
    Sometimes because of my own choices.

    But Elder Holland’s phrase pierced me:

    “They that observe lying vanities forsake their own mercy.”

    How often do we believe the adversary’s whisper that we are too flawed, too late, too far gone?

    Mercy is not withdrawn.
    We withdraw from it.

    The temple today reminded me:
    Even when reflected through glass, it stands.

    Practice (today, not someday)

    Today I will:

    • Refuse to run from my Nineveh
    • Cry unto God before I react
    • Turn toward the temple, not away
    • Reject the lying vanity that I am beyond help

    Mercy is immediate. Not delayed.

    Final Reflection

    The Fall guarantees struggle.
    The Atonement guarantees access.

    Jonah sat in darkness for three days.
    Christ entered the heart of the earth for three days.

    One ran.
    One stayed.

    Both teach us that salvation is of the Lord.

    Pocket I’m Keeping

    “Forsake not your own mercy.”

    Not when ashamed.
    Not when tired.
    Not when misunderstood.
    Not when you feel swallowed.

    What I Hear Now

    “You have immediate access to divine help and healing despite your human flaws.”

    Joy does not come after perfection.
    It comes because of Him.

    I do not have to earn mercy.
    I only have to stop sailing away from it.

    Link to the Talk

    Forsake Not Your Own Mercy — Elder Matthew S. Holland

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  • Calm Before the Break: Composure Across Platforms

    Most operational failures are not caused by lack of skill. They are caused by loss of composure.

    Whether responding to a production outage, executing a change request, stepping into a boxing round, or running controlled drills with a Ruger PC Carbine, Stag Arms platform, or S&W M&P AR15 556, the principle remains the same: calm execution determines accuracy.

    Different platforms. Different recoil patterns. Different weight distribution. Same requirement.

    Control before action.

    Main Body

    In IT, panic compounds incidents.
    Engineers who rush misread logs, skip validation steps, and introduce secondary failures.
    The most effective operators slow down first.

    Isolate variables.
    Confirm assumptions.
    Execute deliberately.

    In boxing, overcommitting wastes energy and opens counters.
    Precision footwork and breath control outlast aggression.

    On the range, anticipation pulls shots low.
    Excess grip tension destabilizes alignment.
    Impatience disrupts trigger break.

    Breath.
    Sight picture.
    Smooth press.
    Reset.

    Across domains, composure scales.

    Execution improves when ego decreases.

    Technical Takeaway

    Composure is a performance multiplier.

    • During incident response
    • During system migrations
    • During architectural decisions
    • During high-adrenaline environments

    The operator who regulates first performs best.

    Final Line

    Power is common.
    Control is rare.

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  • How to Export and Audit Active Directory GPOs Using Native PowerShell (Step-by-Step)

    PowerShell export of Active Directory Group Policy Objects using native Get-GPO and Export-Csv commands to establish a baseline inventory before infrastructure changes.

    Maintaining visibility into Group Policy Objects (GPOs) is critical before domain consolidation, tenant migration, or infrastructure modernization.

    Below are seven native PowerShell commands used to generate a full GPO inventory, validate configurations, and export audit-ready reports.

    All commands use built-in GroupPolicy modules — no third-party tools required.


    1. Export GPO Summary Inventory

    Exports high-level metadata for all GPOs in the domain.

    Get-GPO -All -Domain "yourdomain.local" |
    Select-Object DisplayName, Id, GpoStatus, CreationTime, ModificationTime |
    Export-Csv "C:\Temp\GPO_Summary.csv" -NoTypeInformation
    
    
    
    
    

    This provides:
    • GPO Name
    • GUID
    • Status (Enabled/Disabled)
    • Creation Date
    • Last Modified Date


    2. Generate Full XML Reports for All GPOs

    Creates detailed configuration exports for forensic or migration analysis.

    New-Item -ItemType Directory -Path "C:\Temp\GPOReports" -Force
    
    Get-GPO -All -Domain "yourdomain.local" |
    ForEach-Object {
        Get-GPOReport -Guid $_.Id -ReportType XML -Path "C:\Temp\GPOReports\$($_.DisplayName).xml"
    }
    
    
    
    
    

    XML reports include:
    • Security settings
    • Registry policies
    • Administrative templates
    • Computer/User configuration details


    3. Generate Executive-Readable HTML Report

    Get-GPOReport -All -Domain "yourdomain.local" -ReportType HTML -Path "C:\Temp\All_GPOs_Report.html"
    
    
    
    
    

    Useful for:
    • Leadership review
    • Change control documentation
    • Audit preparation


    4. Identify Fully Disabled GPOs

    Get-GPO -All -Domain "yourdomain.local" |
    Where-Object {$_.GpoStatus -eq "AllSettingsDisabled"} |
    Select DisplayName, Id, GpoStatus |
    Export-Csv "C:\Temp\Disabled_GPOs.csv" -NoTypeInformation
    
    
    
    
    

    Helps identify cleanup opportunities before migration.


    5. Validate a Specific GPO (Live Proof Command)

    Get-GPO -Name "Default Domain Policy" -Domain "yourdomain.local"
    
    
    
    
    

    Useful for:
    • Live validation
    • Troubleshooting
    • Demonstrating configuration integrity


    6. Export WMI Filters

    Get-GPWmiFilter -Domain "yourdomain.local" |
    Select Name, Description |
    Export-Csv "C:\Temp\WMI_Filters.csv" -NoTypeInformation
    
    
    
    
    

    Important when:
    • GPOs are scoped using OS filters
    • Planning domain consolidation


    7. Create a Baseline Snapshot Before Major Change

    Get-GPO -All -Domain "yourdomain.local" |
    ForEach-Object {
        Get-GPOReport -Guid $_.Id -ReportType HTML -Path "C:\Temp\Baseline\$($_.DisplayName).html"
    }
    
    
    
    
    

    This creates a point-in-time snapshot for rollback or comparison.


    Why This Matters

    Before:

    • Domain merge
    • Tenant consolidation
    • Intune migration
    • Security hardening
    • Infrastructure cleanup

    You need visibility.

    PowerShell provides:
    • Repeatability
    • Transparency
    • Audit defensibility
    • No dependency on external tooling

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  • MIT-8 Not Shrinking Is More Important Than Surviving

    Before I earned my black belt, I had to execute every kick with precision. Discipline before promotion. Alignment before advancement. Not shrinking is formed long before the test.

    Excerpt

    “As we confront our own trials and tribulations, we too can plead with the Father … that we ‘might not shrink’ (D&C 19:18). Not shrinking is much more important than surviving. Moreover, partaking of a bitter cup without becoming bitter is likewise part of the emulation of Jesus.” — Elder Neal A. Maxwell


    Intro

    I thought I understood what it meant not to shrink.

    I survived hunger at 14.
    I survived selling food to passengers just to eat.
    I survived a near-death experience in 1996.
    I survived panic attacks and insomnia.
    I survived being told I might never work in a high-stress IT environment again.

    But this week, after lap after lap, mitts that escalated from 4 to 10 sets, 87 squat jumps from Tyson cards, mountain climbers, pushups, and 12 nonstop rounds of heavy bag combinations, I understood what Elder Maxwell meant. Not shrinking is more important than surviving.

    I have survived many things.

    When hunger, anxiety, and loneliness visit, I move.
    This is how I train my body
    so my spirit does not shrink.

    But survival is not the same as not shrinking.


    Notes from the Talk

    Elder Maxwell did not ask merely to survive chemotherapy.

    He asked not to shrink.

    Not to retreat.
    Not to recoil.
    Not to become bitter.

    The Savior Himself said:

    “…and would that I might not drink the bitter cup, and shrink—
    Nevertheless, glory be to the Father…” (D&C 19:18–19)

    Not shrinking is not loud strength.
    It is quiet submission.


    Perspective

    When I was 14 and hungry, movement became survival.
    If I exercised, I could forget hunger.

    When doctors questioned my future after my NDE, I refused to shrink. I sought a second opinion. I rebuilt my life.

    When anxiety and insomnia threatened my stability, I trained harder. I cleaned up my diet. I disciplined my schedule.

    Even today, when loneliness creeps in, I move.
    When silence feels heavy, I train.
    When desire rises, I redirect it into discipline.

    This week I completed 87 squat jumps through Tyson cards. Not to prove something to anyone. Not to impress younger men. But because discipline has been my medicine for decades.

    But here is the paradox I am learning:

    It is easier for me to outwork discomfort than to sit still with it.

    Surviving built my endurance.

    Not shrinking requires surrender.


    Practice (Today, Not Someday)

    For me, not shrinking today looks like:

    Training without ego.
    Competing without needing validation.
    Continuing IT responsibilities with integrity even when exhausted.
    Feeling loneliness without immediately escaping it.
    Submitting my will when outcomes do not match my expectations.

    I once believed not shrinking meant pushing harder.

    Not shrinking begins in submission, not in strength.

    Now I am learning it sometimes means staying still without fear.


    Final Reflection

    Surviving builds muscle.

    Not shrinking builds character.

    Back kick board break during black belt testing. Commitment through resistance. Not shrinking means driving through the barrier, not recoiling from it.

    I survived poverty.
    I survived medical predictions.
    I survived anxiety.

    But the deeper test is partaking of the bitter cup without becoming bitter.

    To trust God’s timing.
    To accept outcomes I cannot control.
    To allow my will to be swallowed up in the will of the Father.

    That is not weakness.

    That is discipleship.


    Pocket I’m Keeping

    “I just don’t want to shrink.”

    Not from hunger.
    Not from fear.
    Not from loneliness.
    Not from aging.
    Not from silence.


    What I Hear Now

    “Strong faith in the Savior is submissively accepting of His will and timing in our lives—even if the outcome is not what we hoped for or wanted.”

    I know how to push.

    Now I am learning how to submit.


    Link to the Talk

    That We Might Not Shrink (D&C 19:18)
    https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/broadcasts/article/ces-devotionals/2013/01/that-we-might-not-shrink-d-c-19-18?lang=eng

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  • Marked in Time — First-Class Challenges

    In those airport chairs between flights, life felt like motion without pause.
    Four states, four plants, frame relay lines, T1 circuits, Exchange servers, and long hotel nights before Y2K.
    Most weeks were seven days long, and some days stretched 18 hours.
    Somewhere between Tucson and LAX, U2 played through my headphones — “With or Without You” and “I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For.”
    I did not know it then, but God was stretching me for something bigger.

    Excerpt

    “We cannot expect life to be a first-class experience unless we face some first-class challenges.”

    “Some suffering comes because we believe and because God loves us.”

    — Elder Neal A. Maxwell

    Intro

    Some challenges come from mistakes. Some come simply because mortality is hard. But some challenges come because God trusts us enough to refine us.

    Elder Neal A. Maxwell taught that suffering is not random. It is purposeful. It is measured. It is sometimes the very evidence that God is shaping us for something eternal.

    Not all pain means something is wrong. Sometimes pain means something sacred is happening.


    Notes from Elder Maxwell

    Elder Maxwell described three forms of suffering:

    1. Suffering from sin and poor choices — the consequences of mistakes that teach humility and accountability.
    2. Suffering as part of mortal life — illness, aging, loss, and the ordinary weight of living in a fallen world.
    3. The highest form of suffering — suffering that comes because we believe and because God loves us. This suffering stretches the soul and prepares us for eternal capacity.

    He taught that discipleship does not remove difficulty — it often deepens refinement.

    Life’s greatest tests may include:

    • affluence
    • loss of health
    • loss of loved ones
    • loneliness
    • responsibility
    • waiting on the Lord

    These are not punishments. They are tests of trust.


    Perspective

    In infrastructure engineering, systems are pushed under controlled stress before deployment. Not to break them — but to prove they can endure.

    Spiritual life works the same way.

    God does not stretch the soul to destroy it.
    He stretches it so it can carry more light, more responsibility, and more compassion.

    The challenge is not merely surviving hardship.

    The challenge is not shrinking during hardship.


    Practice (Today, Not Someday)

    1. Name the challenge honestly
      Instead of asking “Why me?” ask “What is this preparing me for?”
    2. Trust the timing of understanding
      Some experiences only make sense after endurance.
    3. Hold your ground spiritually
      Faithfulness during confusion is itself a form of worship.

    Final Reflection

    Elder Maxwell closed with a reminder about accountability.

    He said that while he was accountable for what he taught, we are accountable for what we have heard.

    Challenges are not interruptions to discipleship.
    They are the proving ground of discipleship.

    We cannot always control suffering.
    But we can decide whether we will shrink or stand.

    And sometimes, standing is victory enough.


    Pocket I’m Keeping

    “First-class challenges prepare us for first-class discipleship.”


    What I Hear Now

    “The highest form of suffering is not punishment — it is preparation.”


    Link to the talk

    Guidelines for Righteous Living — Elder Neal A. Maxwell

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  • Understanding IT Career Paths — Part 2

    USC Norris Cancer Center — one of the early enterprise environments where I supported large-scale infrastructure and user systems during the early days of my IT career.

    Infrastructure in the Real World


    After years of school, sacrifice, and helping people fix computers for free, my first real opportunity in IT finally arrived.

    At the time, I was still attending Los Angeles College full time during the week and Devry Institute of Technology full time on weekends, while raising my children and trying to build a future in technology.

    My first professional role came with a 90-day probation period, where I had to prove I could provide help desk and network support across the Los Angeles area.

    My title was PC/Network Specialist, supporting over 900 users.

    Early infrastructure days at USC. Back then, the datacenter dress code was simple but strict: long-sleeve shirt and tie, even while working with DEC Alpha servers and Windows NT systems. This was where discipline in both technology and professionalism began.

    This was during the early infrastructure era of enterprise computing. Our environment included:

    • Windows NT 3.5 servers
    • DEC Alpha servers
    • Cisco ASA firewall
    • Cisco switches
    • Exchange Server 5.0
    • Windows desktop deployments

    We were operating in what was called a MAN — Multi-Area Network — connecting multiple locations across the region.

    This was infrastructure work in its pure form.


    School, Work, and Discipline

    My schedule during those years was intense.

    Work: 8 AM to 5 PM
    LACC classes: Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Tuesday/Thursday evenings
    Devry classes: Saturday and Sunday all day

    There was almost no downtime.

    Because I maintained an average 4.4 GPA, I was eventually allowed to attend only midterms and finals for many IT courses, which opened something unexpected.

    Opportunity.


    Consulting Across the Country

    From 1996 to 1998, I began consulting with Korn Ferry International, traveling across the country to help roll out Windows 95 deployments.

    I was sent to:

    • Manhattan, New York
    • Washington, DC
    • Houston, Texas
    • Menlo Park, California
    • Twin Cities, Minnesota

    This was during a time when software piracy was rampant, and companies urgently needed IT professionals to modernize their systems.

    Demand for infrastructure skills was exploding.


    Career Momentum

    Opportunities started coming quickly.

    Southern California Edison made an offer.
    USC matched the pay.

    But in July 1999, GTE (now Verizon) made an offer that was too strong to refuse.

    By December 1999, I was working as a Network Engineer, responsible for infrastructure from Woodland Hills to Camarillo, California.

    That role didn’t last long — not because of failure, but because another opportunity appeared.

    An aerospace company in Carson, California offered me a six-figure salary to manage:

    • Exchange Server 5.5
    • multi-state infrastructure
    • enterprise messaging systems

    Their locations included:

    • Carson, CA
    • Lakewood, CA
    • Tucson, AZ
    • Peekskill, NY
    • Bothell, WA

    I was constantly traveling.

    Week 1 — California
    Week 2 — Arizona
    Week 3 — New York
    Week 4 — Washington

    I was living in the friendly sky.


    The Cost of Success

    During this time, my fourth child was born.

    And that’s when I realized something difficult.

    My career was growing fast — but I was missing time with my family.

    By 2001, I made a decision.

    I stepped away from that life and started my own IT business.

    Not because I didn’t love technology — but because I needed balance.


    What Infrastructure Really Means

    When people ask what the Infrastructure path in IT looks like, this period of my life is the answer.

    It means:

    • supporting systems that must never fail
    • traveling when things break
    • building networks that connect organizations
    • managing communication systems people depend on
    • being on call when nobody else can solve the problem

    Infrastructure is not glamorous — but it is essential.

    And it builds resilience.


    Looking Ahead

    In Part 3, I’ll share what happened after leaving corporate IT in 2001 — when I started my own IT business and discovered a different side of technology and service.

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  • Understanding IT Career Paths — Part 1

    Early days of curiosity. Learning computers one screw at a time on an IBM PS/1. Hard disk 170MB, Memory 4MB, AutoExec.bat and Config.sys

    From Telecommunications to Modern IT

    When I first entered the IT world, technology was explained much more simply than it is today.

    Back then, we called it Management in Telecommunications. The field was divided into three areas:

    Voice
    Data
    Video

    That was it. No cloud titles, no DevOps, no cybersecurity specialization labels. Just three pillars that kept organizations connected.

    I remember sitting in a statistics class at Los Angeles College when my professor encouraged us to look toward the future of computing. He told us to pay attention to companies like Microsoft and suggested pursuing certifications like the Microsoft Certified Systems Engineer (MCSE). He even mentioned Bill Gates as someone shaping the future of technology.

    Around that same time, I kept hearing the phrase “information superhighway.” Former U.S. Vice President Al Gore is widely credited with coining and popularizing that term, describing a future where computers and networks would connect people and information across the world.

    At the time, it sounded ambitious — almost futuristic.

    Today, we simply call it the internet.

    Life during those years was not easy for me.

    I was attending Los Angeles College full-time during the week and Devry University full-time on weekends, while raising three small children — my son was four, my eldest was five, and my daughter was only two years old. I relied on scholarships, government grants, and student loans to survive those years.

    There were nights when exhaustion felt heavier than hope, but I kept moving forward.

    What little free time I had, I spent helping others.

    I volunteered in our community and helped small businesses by repairing computers, fixing networks, and troubleshooting systems for free. I didn’t do it for recognition or money. I did it because I believed that learning technology meant using it to serve people.

    Those experiences became my real classroom.

    That was when I began to understand something important about “Data.”

    Data eventually split into two different paths:

    Programming
    Infrastructure

    Both are part of IT, but they require different ways of thinking.

    Some people build software.
    Some people build and maintain the systems that run software.

    Both are necessary. Both are honorable careers.

    Over time, technology evolved — cloud computing, automation, cybersecurity, DevOps — but the foundation stayed the same.

    Looking back, those difficult years taught me more than technology. They taught me discipline, patience, and service. I didn’t realize it then, but those were the beginnings of what I now call portable virtues — things you carry with you no matter where life takes you.

    Today, when I mentor others entering IT, I often start with this simple idea:

    Before choosing a job title, understand which path fits you best.

    Programming or Infrastructure.

    In the next post, I’ll talk about the Infrastructure path — the side of IT that focuses on systems, networks, and reliability.

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